You guys shouldnt think down about yourself. I look at it as who gives a shit what people think of me. If I act like an ******* sometimes I can admit I am wrong but besides that, the only people I concerned with of their opinion about me are my kids and thats it. You cant be down on yourself though and think that way, its your friggin life guys, do what you want, who gives a shit what people think of you and most of all be happy. You dont need people to make you feel happy, you have to do that yourselves and I am certain you can because if I did it, anyone can do it.